Okay I was too lazy to type every single exciting thing that happened and if I do so I'd have nothing to talk about when I come back lol so ummm so quicl recaps since Wednesday:

♣ Thursday morning went on an excursion to see the movie "Joyeaux Noel". It was a really heart-warming film about how war stopped on Christmas day and the soldiers came out of their trenches to gather and stuffs awwww. but yeah no one told me there was sex scenes in it o__o;; I was like ... SHOCKED when i saw ... dearie me x__x;;

♠ On the bus met a new friend called Priscilla. She's in my class and only 13 !! crapola ! I just recalled hearing somewhere that you can skip or stay back on grades if you do good or bad. Like there's a guy called Thomas who is doing his second year here and he's 16. But yeah Priscilla is so nice and sweet. She's so straightforward too, like telling me about her divorced parents and which guys she think are hotasses etc o__o;; ahh I'm such an old grandma compared to her XDDDD;; Priscilla showed me these sixieme guys and told me in funyn English that one of them liked her blah blah blah (In a very Frenchie accented English tone) :  "i think he is handsome ... but i don't like him ... but oh no ... he like me !" lol. sixieme's are so funny. This little pisshead even asked me out -__-;; like seriously what a bad joke ;;

♦ Friday didn't go to school because I got locked out of the house and locked in behind the house gates for an hour. Got pissed and decided to stay home when I finally got in after an hour of standing in freezing cold calling for help. zomg that day was like ... first day of my periods and my PMS totally hit the roof lol. it was bipolaring and everything. luckily i chat to some people on msn and got better. then chat to some other people on msn, got pissed again lol. went to take a shower, got better. Received a phone call and a visit from caring neighbours, got sad again. In the end, I decided to call my local coordinator but i had great doubts whether she could actually help with anything. When she received my call she stopped everything I was doing and listened to me as I told her about what happened and my great insecure feelings towards how others view me. she was really nice. like iono as I was talking to her, I felt a strong need to cry and when i hanged up I just burst out in tears. agh it was great. I kinda just let everything out and afterwards I felt a lot better. I never knew just speaking out the problem would help so much. When my hosts came home, my insecurities were gone, I guess it was when I was alone that I started doubting myself and assume things in my mind. you know like that devil and angel thing trying to convince you in your head. lol ;;

♥ Yesterday went jogging with Anne Laure for around 5km and we were chatting on well. like I mean, when she actually bothered to chat to me and open up we went well. hope she keep it up lol ;; we came back for a REALLY NICE lunch ! like my host mother only cooked 2ce during the whole week because she probably don't know how to cook many things OR she is tired OR she is lazy OR the french don't value dinner. But I was so surprised at the pasta thingum we had yesterday. lol very fat but VERY tasty. Went on the net and lagged around, helped with housework and OH OH OH we set up the Christmas decorations !! it was so exciting because at the Sydney fob place i live in ... we didnt have that : P and yeah it was great. Me Mathild and Marie Aude started playing with fire and crap. glad no accidents happened XDDDD;;

♣ Last night watched Miss France. lol it was cool but eeek my favourites didn't even make it into the top 10. but I just realised the French commercials are so cool. like there's Hugo Boss, Yves Saint Laurent, Chanel and other big fashion brand commercials on TV and I was just wowing over the luxury *o* oh yeah HAUTE COUTURE I LOVE !!

♠ Today went jogging in the lorning by myself and got lost a bit. but my great brain got myself back eventually XD and now just typing away for people to stalk my life XDDDD oh and moey: the Da Vinci Code was scaring me x__x !! oh and I'm already half way through a book ! like lol i almost never read anything besides magazines in AUS and now I'm digging for English novels in France. I guess things only seem precious when you've lost them : )

♦ I got some wise words off someone on Friday which really helped me. It might be helpful to you too: When bad things happen, cry if you must but those things will soon move on and go away.. well something like that but I really liked it XD I will try to remember it at bad times although the reality is SOME bad things will never go away ;;

anyway no more cynical Colleen XD bye byeeee <333